Just trying to hold onto faith is hard right now.
lately my life sucks. im in a wheelchair, taking homeschool, hairs falling out like a mofo’, at least 20 pills a day, nothings been my way. Im tryna cut off all connection with everyone, i just dont wanna deal with all the bs. i have enough problems in my life, and they still expect me to carry their weight too. none of them know what im going through right now. i wish i was normal, but im not, but you dont see me complaining about how hard it is!no one would understand all this shit i have to go through, so you have me to talk to and vent to, right?? well, my bestfriens are my mom and baby sister. i just need my own time right around this time. shit hasnt been easy for me, and everyone is expecting me to wake up one day and be there for them like i always am? i just need think about me right now. i dont even use my phone or go online really, i just wanna cut off everyone. i dont wannaexplain to everyone why im not going to school, why i have cancer, why im soo freakin done! i gained 7 pounds in one month.. 101? bye bye. im 108 now. i lost all my curves too. my life has been really hard to handle and i wish everhyone would stop bugging me!!!
