Just trying to hold onto faith is hard right now.
life has been lots of struggling lately. just losing my hair was alot, i lost my balance too. cant walk, at all. ronnilyn, jerome, and jeremy were here earlier too. seeing jerome and jeremy was overwhelming, theyre so grown. feelings did sprout when i saw jeremy, he looks well. i have alotta leftover feelings but time will sweep them up. i miss living. ive lost so much, i cant really be happy anymore. idk wether alot of faith and meds are a good thing anymore, i just dont want to do this anymore. i cant do this anymore..
